no pretty a's. no sweet anon talk. just a set to let everyone know what I'm thinking of doing. first of all thanks to @selenuh-an0n for making this set for me, and everyone go follow @connorfrantaa he's so cooool.
okay. so as some of you may or may not know that im going through a lot right now. I hate it. I hate that I feel this way. I hate that he's replaced me and moved on without telling me what i did wrong. I hate that I feel so fuckking alone right now. I'm just alone. that's it. don't say 'im here for you' because you're not. no one is. I could've killed myself last night and no one would've known or cared. so I'm thinking about deleting completely and never coming back. he obviously doesn't need me anymore, he even broke his promises. he doesn't know that him ignoring me to talk to her breaks my heart every time. and if he sees this then I love you. always have.
now I have some things to say to certain people.
• @h-4zza I'm glad we're cool again. thank you so much for standing up for me when he wouldn't. you have no idea how much that means to me. if i do delete, I can check in with you through your sister, so we will never actually loose contact. I love you.♥
• @sehl3nur & @selenuh-an0n basically my only two friends who are girls that always talk to me. thanks to both of you for being here for me. you don't understand how much it means to me to have a girl to lean on in times of trouble. thank you for sticking with me through everything. I love you Marie and madison.
• @kingbi3b3r I have no idea where you are but I wish you were here. you could always cheer me up and that's really something I need at this point because no one can cheer me up anymore. if whenever you finally come back online and my account is gone, just know that I love you king.
• @f-ranta sorry we got off on the wrong foot. I'm sure you're a great girl and that's why he chooses to talk to you over me. and I don't hate you. you seem pretty nice. I'm sorry that I was so mean to you, I just got jealous but I guess he wants you, not me...
• @jcc4yl3n and finally cade. I don't know what I did that made you change your mind about me and I wish you would tell me what I did because honestly, it hurts. it hurts me that I don't have you to go to anymore and I don't have you to hold me and kiss me when I'm crying. I don't have that anymore and that's what breaks me the most about this whole thing. someone else is being held. not me. I'm a jealous person. I'll be the first to admit it, but I got so attached to you. I guess I was so used to having you in my life that now its just too different. but no matter what, I will always love you. nothing will ever make me stop. they don't know about us just came on my phone and I bursted into tears. march 2nd might not mean anything to you anymore, but it means the whole world to me. it's the day I started to be happy again. and I don't care if people judge me for this. I love you. never gonna stop.♥♥♥
so now that I have those out of the way, to everyone else; if I do leave I'm sorry. I'm a bad anon and I've tried to change, I've just let my personal life and emotions interfere with my anon. and I'm sorry. notice how I use actual names in this set? not their anon names? that's because I'm writing this as cassie. and as cassie, I'd like to let you all know I relapsed last night. and it was pretty bad. I'm sorry. I couldn't stop. I love you all...